Im so busy with work now!! gosh~ workload is just piling up..wkdays are just workin non stop.ytd was at showroom till 10pm! its friday even..haiz..mass resignation comin up..its left with me..how how..u are jus e person i wan u to leave!! go away!!!
Im updating again...im totally enjoyed my current work now but sometimes really sick of things and pple there..but overall its ok la..cos i have a great boss there..and she's cute too in a way..im thinkin all over again for my future..This question have been repeating within myself..What do i really want?? Regardless of my career and studies..Everythin juz involves money...and that is so sian lor..everyday its like wrk wrk n wrk..so i will always spend my wkends as wonderful as possible..
Im not sure if he;s e one i wan to be with..walkin with me down the streets for the future..Im not sure if we are juz so used to things for these period of time that he tend to forget im still a ger afterall with feeings.Everythin nw its juz so plain..and im afraid one day i might nt love him anymore cos i find no meaning in us again. Which i hope it will really not happen cos i really love him all these while and e days and moments we had is somethin i wan to have with . I shall see how things goes along the way..Im trying very hard to get those moments when we juz got together and i wan you which i used to have during those times and not the you now.
Im not sure if he;s e one i wan to be with..walkin with me down the streets for the future..Im not sure if we are juz so used to things for these period of time that he tend to forget im still a ger afterall with feeings.Everythin nw its juz so plain..and im afraid one day i might nt love him anymore cos i find no meaning in us again. Which i hope it will really not happen cos i really love him all these while and e days and moments we had is somethin i wan to have with . I shall see how things goes along the way..Im trying very hard to get those moments when we juz got together and i wan you which i used to have during those times and not the you now.
- Mood:
gloomy
Been hard times for me recently..due to my love life..guess im losing confidence in it le..i had enough of what i've been through too..After these few big quarrels recently, i have finally realised im back to my previous love life again..and everything seems to be like a cycle..sweet..sour..bitter and tears..haiz..I really dont know is he the one that I really want to be with..someone told me this morning..if a week u guys had quarrel more than 3 days..do u still think your relationship is stable?
There have been many thoughts spining on my mind..but what i really want is just a simple loving relationship that 2 person can be filled with laughters and happiness..but after all the things that have happened..I know i am no priority to him..everything can seems to be so important to you..but did you give a thought to my feelinfs before? I have give in so much to you in alot of things..how much more things must I need to tolerate..My feelings are getting plain..guess i do not wish to face this relationship anymore..Forgiveness is just not the only thing now..
There have been many thoughts spining on my mind..but what i really want is just a simple loving relationship that 2 person can be filled with laughters and happiness..but after all the things that have happened..I know i am no priority to him..everything can seems to be so important to you..but did you give a thought to my feelinfs before? I have give in so much to you in alot of things..how much more things must I need to tolerate..My feelings are getting plain..guess i do not wish to face this relationship anymore..Forgiveness is just not the only thing now..
- Mood:
depressed
I love my current job!! Loves the people around me there..! Everythin seems fine for me now..jus wanna earn more $ for the moment for what i want to have in my life..Jus shoppin..clubbing & movies !! I wan to buy lots of things..poor johnny nxt mth.!! pay out soon!!
- Mood:
content
